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[Apr. 29th, 2005|05:22 pm] |
i love it when hanson goes off and schedules concerts on random days in june in new jersey when i'll be in greece. whatever kids...ill be in GREEECE. :)
school's out for summer. three finals to go and H-O-M-E!! |
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[Apr. 27th, 2005|07:27 pm] |
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| | Brat Pack | ] | the day i come home for summer is now on the 10 Day Weather Forecast. woah.
my lack of sleep is starting to set in. finals are here and things are insane yet i always seem to thrive in the most stressful situations. in fact, i think this is my favorite time of the semester. i guess it's because i procrastinate every time i have a paper or exam and end up sitting alone until ridiculous hours of the night but now everyone is freaking out and are awake with me! :)
i'm going to get ice cream then start my 10 page American Cultures paper...due...tomorrow. YES! |
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[Apr. 20th, 2005|01:08 am] |
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| | Rascal Flats | ] | i'm packing my life again except this time to come home. eight months ago i cried when i thought about leaving everyone at home and coming out here and now i cry when i think about leaving everyone here and coming home.
i've realized that the length of time you have known someone has no impact on your relationship with them and friends here have changed my life more in the past eight months than others who i have known for years and it's those types of friends that you should love the most.
whenever i get too sad about leaving, i think about what i am coming home to and i realize that i am the luckiest girl in the entire world<3 |
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[Apr. 7th, 2005|01:51 am] |
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| | tim mcgraw | ] | new jersey is getting warm which means i can come back.
this summer will be filled with country music, big sunglasses, long days at the beach and sandy feet.
4 more weeks. :) |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|09:03 pm] |
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| | ding ding dong | ] | tomorrow is st. patricks day and a bunch of people who aren't irish will pretend they are and get completely soused. whattevaaa. im packing tonight because i will not be productive tomorrow. yay. i love coming home but i hate the stupid 6 hour flight. the excitement always wears off and i sit there bored out of my mind.
today is linelle's birthday. we went out to eat and i bought her a fatty cake. she's a cool kid. i'll miss being stupid with her next year. at least she won't be very far.
when i come back after spring break, ill have 5 weeks of school left until i am home for SUMMER. this year went by too fast. everything always goes by too fast.
we played south new hampshire today. i thought we'd get killed because east coast teams are like at a completely different level than west coast teams but we only lost 8-9. i was talking to their coaches who were like NEW HAMPSHIRE GRIT. i think the woman had a beard. i asked them where their school was and she told me new hampshire. hahah noo way
i have a new favorite boy in the entire world. his name is gunther. :D bbyeeee |
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[Mar. 9th, 2005|08:27 pm] |
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| | salt&peppa | ] | palm desert was ridiculous. we did some stupid crazy stuff that was special but meghan and i won every game of beer pong. she left today the next time i'll see her is when my SUMMER vacation starts. summer=good.
school is boring. nine days until i come home<3
oh and the best thing ive heard all day...in 50 years, bananas will be gone forever. YAY |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2005|10:35 pm] |
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| | josh kelly - amazing | ] | college is easy this week and im eating a grape ice pop with a joke on the stick..meghan comes on saturday. whoohooo beer pong in palm desert<3 i have the fattiest bruise on my arm and i have no idea where it came from. it's like so big and nasty looking.
JACK JOHNSON HAS A NEW ALBUM OUT! it is super, like him. unfortunately, jack doesn't like me very much. he avoids me by having concerts whenever i am on the other side of the country.
im looking for a job. the jewish people in tenafly are looking for lifeguards. are they allowed to take off their little hats in the pool? im tired and it's like 10:30...sad.
where do bees go on their day off? the wax museum :) |
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[Feb. 19th, 2005|10:53 pm] |
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| | counting crows | ] | i always thought i knew all of the beatles songs in the world but then i came to college and realized that i know like none. they are just super.
this morning was special games, it's sort of like the special olympics. my friend jenna and i danced around the whole time with this guy sergio who um liked to hold my butt. it was really awkward but he isnt even able to speak and we just couldn't yell at him so we laughed a lot instead.
i realized im sick all the time this semester and i dont know why. i think i have ADD but my brain is getting bigger. maybe. i also fell in love with ben folds five. i only update this when im procrastinating. maybe once i will write AFTER i write a paper. that will be special.
i miss new jersey and everyone at home. thank god everything will still be there when i come home in um less than four weeks. okay im going out. BYE |
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[Feb. 10th, 2005|05:18 pm] |
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my lacrosse stick is sandy like my feet. we had practice at the beach yesterday and it was insane. some sketchy lifeguard watched us run with binoculars, they only let the weird ones work on weekdays in february. the first and easiest part of the semester is over and um i havent even bought half of my books yet hahaha i went to the airport with alexis to pick up her friend nick last night. he goes to school in st. louis and we didn't want to listen about why white people hate everyone else and suck at life in american cultures so instead, we went surfing<3 summer is coming so soon. i have like 10 weeks of school left. i need a job and um a surfboard so i can surf everyday at home. the thought of dairy queen opening again makes me want to die. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2005|08:36 pm] |
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| | john mayer | ] | everyone updates all the time so i guess i might as well find something to talk about. um this weekend was okay. when i left for lacrosse on friday it was sunny and warm out and then we were on loyola and like it was the creepiest experience of my life because the fog started rolling in from the ocean and you could like see it move towards you and before you knew it, you were surrounded. by 5 it was so foggy that during our scrimmage we couldnt even see past mid field. bunch of balls flying through the air hahaha i sort of liked it. felt like i was in the clouds or something.
saturday i spent all day with heather and got sick. puking everywhere. i threw up on my foot and forgot until i saw it all dried up like an hour later. tasty. i missed the playday on sunday and did nothing.
the next few months will be terrific. molly's birthday, palm desert with q-tip, family weekend<3, meghan VISITING!!, spring break. :)
im happy and i need starbucks. now. |
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[Jan. 17th, 2005|08:32 pm] |
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| | desperado - the eagles | ] | i went to the beach. it's just summer all the time and i think i love it here. sometimes i even forget i have school. i wish everyone could live in california for a little while. we were talking about tsunamis while we layed out and i said that if i ever saw one, i would run in the water and swim all the way to the bottom. they all said i'd die. :(
tomorrow i have class from 4:30 until 7!! it's psychology with this indian lady who barely speaks english and it's awful. thank god i only have it once a week.
um i never have anything to write in this thing anymore. i steal lots of music from people at school. it's super. okay. im going to starbucks soon with suitey and brian. i love them too. |
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[Jan. 16th, 2005|12:47 pm] |
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| | lovely songs from itunes | ] | lacrosse was awful on friday. we went on this huge run all around westchester but this weekend is super. third street yesterday, grove today and tomorrow i have no classses + it's 75 degrees and sunny and i <3 california :) |
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[Jan. 10th, 2005|11:29 am] |
hahah i had the weirdest day ever. ever. ever. first i fell down the stairs. see it's been raining since i got here which is fun because it's only rained like twice since i came in august but everything is flooded because they dont have like drains and the floors get so slippery because they never get wet. so i was wearing flip flops and walking down the stairs with alexis and these two cleaning ladies were using paper towels to like soak up water on the steps. so i was laughing because i wanted alexis to fall and of course i slip and fall right on my butt. it hurt so bad :(
i had communication theory with this big guy named darrin who looks like a twisted santa claus. he canceled our classes until NEXT wendesday. yay! english was okay but the guy used to live in the city so he's like beautiful and dresses like a normal person and not like all these west coast weirdo guys. THEN i had the WEIRDEST teacher in the world. ever. i walked in and she had one of those french hats and black tight tight jeans that were just awful and then she went into this whole thing about history being her passion and how in the past, sex was never a private thing and everyone did it infront of each other and their animals. like on the first day, what ?
lacrosse killed me today and for some reason i decided to run afterwards. i am so tired because im still on east coast time and it's awful but it's super to be back. sometimes i realize how much i love everyone at home and then how much i love everyone here and i feel like the luckiest girl in the entire world. :) good night<3 |
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[Jan. 6th, 2005|03:07 am] |
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| | rain outside | ] | 1. vacation has been too much fun. ive seen almost everyone i wanted to and i still have 4 days left
2. meaghan has endless candy canes, margaret cut her hair and honeybelle and molly (the pug not suitey...suitey smells like hotel sheets, not dog) started to smell and got like super fatty since i saw them in august.
3. today i painted like 30492304 presents for everyone because there was nothing else to do and it was arts and crafts day
4. im finally tanner than joe (and kalyn)
5. i like making lists (especially when it's 3 am and raining outside)
goodnight<3 |
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[Jan. 4th, 2005|12:05 am] |
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| | nickel creek | ] | now that the first week of 2005 is half over, i have decided to make a little list of things i want to do this year. i wont call them resolutions because i don't believe in those but more like a list of reminders so when i get restless i can look back and remember things that are more important then whatever i am complaining about. soooo in 2005, i want to whine less. listen more. remember to be thankful and enjoy where i am. be more patient. get back to going to church every week. drink more tea. stop living with 3.3s and for once, do work in school. practice my french. write more letters. let people know how much i love and appreciate them. procrastinate half as much and fill 2005 with one hundred million times more fun memories than i made in 2004.
ill also try to write in this a little bit more. it helps stay in touch with everyone<3
hope you all had a nice last couple of weeks and a very happy new year. |
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| last night of 2004...so...i just had to :) |
[Dec. 31st, 2004|01:54 am] |
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? leave my family and friends and everyone i love, go to mexico (with ashleigh hah), surf, share a room with someone, tons of crazy fun ish. :)
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i dont usually make resolutions. i just hope that the next year will be as good as if not better than the last!
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? nope but in two months someone will!! :)
4. Did anyone close to you die? no
5. What countries did you visit? mexico
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? patience and to remember to make the most of where i am at that moment because rushing through things or living in the past only screws you up later.
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? tons. this year was super. a bunch in march, april, may and june and like the entire months of july and august.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? leaving home in august and not coming back until november.
9. What was your biggest failure? i dont really think there are failures in life but if i had to pick one, it'd be all of those times i didn't listen to people. i only really pay attention to what people i like have to say and sometimes, i even ignore them.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? i ran into a metal pole. that was pretty dumb. hahaha
11. What was the best thing you bought? i bought lots of fun things this year
12. What was the worst thing you bought? um. im bad at this. maybe like, things i dont use
13. Most expensive thing you bought? why cant i remember anything i bought
14. Where did most of your money go? too many money questions. i have no idea, clothes or something
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? leaving high school because i was an idiot
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? big mix of jason mraz, gavin degraw, jack johnson, hanson, counting crows, michael jackson. like 29023449 songs
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: Happier or sadder - i think that if last year at this time, i knew that 2004 was going to as incredible as it was, i'd be sadder but im not really sad. i just miss a lot of things. Older or wiser - a little bit of both Thinner or fatter? - ew i got so fat in college Richer or poorer? - poorer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? singing really loud at the most awkward times
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? procrastinated
20.Did you fall in love in 2004? :)
23. What was your favorite CD of 2004? underneath<3
24. What was your favorite TV program? desperate housewives or amazing race
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? i dont hate anyone new but i have met a bunch of people this year who showed me how screwed up some people in the world are.
26. What was the best book you read? if i read 2 books besides the ones i had to for school i'd be shocked...
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? disgusting dirty rap is like one of my favorite things ever.
28. What did you want and get? lots of fun memories
29. What did you want and not get? hmm maybe a new bed
30. What was your favorite film of this year? garden state. especially seeing it in a theater filled with kids from california.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i turned 18 and i cried. it was rainy when i woke up, i failed my french final. caitlin, marg and meg took me into the city. it was um interesting.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? i wouldnt change one thing about it. it was unmeasurably satisfying.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? i still spend too much money at j crew and i learned how much fun it is to wear completely random things sometimes
34. What kept you sane? friends and music
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? i/t/z. what can i say, i'm faithful.
36. What political issue stirred you the most? probably realizing how fake most of it is.
37. Who did you miss? pete, ashleigh, cait, marg, meaghan, meg, shannon, joe, shannon, rubes, woj, kristine, ashley...+ like everyone when i left.
38. Who was the best new person you met? joe and suitey except it feels like ive known them longer than just this year.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: it's a really big world filled with lots of things i know nothing about and my family and friends are the best people in the entire world. i love them <3 |
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[Dec. 30th, 2004|12:49 pm] |
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[Dec. 30th, 2004|02:25 am] |
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| | jack johnson | ] | The Perfect Guy
Appearance. Hair color and style: doesnt matter as long as it's clean, not below his chin and a normal color, not like orange or red or something narsty Eye color: depends on his hair color Height: taller than me Build: regular looking - no extremes Dimples?: no thanks Frecles?: nah Beauty mark?: as long as it's not like too crazy distracting Piercings?: nope Tatoos?: ew. never Clothing style: two words - sweater vests <3 Most distinguishing feature: eyes and teeth nice nice teeth
Personality. Outgoing or easygoing?: mix of both Logical or sensitive?: logical until it bothers me then he becomes sensitive Spontaneous or orderly and structured?: spontaneous Bedroom: Organized or lived in?: lived in but nothing gross and NOT smelly Funny and crazy passionate or earnest and sincere?: funny and crazy passionate Extraverted or intraverted?: extraverted Does he do "the right thing", even if he doesn't like it?: he does the right thing AND likes it because it's the choice he made Does he act first, think/reflect later or think/reflect first, then act?: thinks but thinks really quickly then acts THEN reflects. Does he live in the present or the future?: present but remembers the future Does he use imagination or common sense?: both, he's perfect <3 Intelligent?: yes Honest?: always to me Trustworthy?: very Self-confidant?: of course Respectful?: yes Does he use manners?: yep Does he love his mom?: most of the time Is he open and does he share the depths of his soul?: yeah Is he motivated, determined, and disciplined?: kind of. as long as he doesn't sit around all day, i dont really care about his determination Is he a hero? Does he want to keep you safe?: sure but he isn't constantly trying to protect me from everything Is he optimistic?: yess Is he generous, kind, selfless, big-hearted?: uhuh Responsible?: when he needs to be Ambitious?: to an extent Is he a "good boy?" Doesn’t swear, smoke, chew, do drugs or drink?: no crazy drugs, no smoking or chewing and alcohol only for fun. Adventurous?: yep Out-doors or in-doors type of guy?: outdoors but no camping. Is he afraid to cry?: not infront of me Is he harmonious and gentle or does he like a good, playful fight?: both at the right times What kind of music does he like?: anything
Abilities. Can he bake or cook?: no baking Can he sing?: sure Play an intrument? Which one?: yep, doesnt matter. Does he write his own music?: eh, i guess but he wouldnt need to Does he play sports? Which ones?: one or two that are fun Does he have hidden talents?: yes and they make me laugh What is something unique about him that he can do?: eh i dont like this question
Romance. Is he romantic?: yes Would he pick or buy you flowers?: pick flowers Would he lay under the stars with you?: yes times like 2390239409340 Would he write poetry about you?: if he wants to Would he watch the sun rise and set with you?: sure Would he use endearments?: not all the time and only if they came out randomly Does he like to hold hands and cuddle for long periods of time?: uhhuhh Is he a sweep-you-off-your-feet-and-twirl-you-around type of guy?: naw
Future. Does he want kids: eventually Pets?: a little puppy :) Where does he want to live?: with me around here but we'd travel around a bunch What is his job?: doesnt matter at all What kind of car does he have?: any kind but it cant be red Will he take you on fequent vacations?: we travel a bunch before kids :) What does he do for fun after you're married?: suprises Where is the honeymoon?: bali or fiji or something like that What will you name your children?: nice names we like Will he dance with you?: yes. in the kitchen too. Say "I love you" a lot?: at least once a day Does he like to talk to you about his beliefs?: yep Do you argue?: yea but not to the point where we're angry Will you stay together until you are old and wrinkly and saggy and baggy?: of course Will there still be romance when you are both little old people?: how sweet :) Do you want lots of grandchildren?: scary Give your hubby a name: hubby? ew, bad feelings |
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|06:01 pm] |
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finals smell like dirty water. im still alive and ill be home in 3 days. |
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